I’m sorry Maria. I’m trying. I just can’t stay awake in the aa meeting…yes, I think sex addiction is interesting, especially coffee. Deoxyribonucleic acid. Kind of rolls off the tongue, doesn’t it? I’ve been thinking a lot about the double helix and how it reminds me of sacred geometry.
Do you know about sacred geometry? Well, that’s okay. But I imagine the shape and structure of our coffee is related to some kind of larger thing in the universe. I mean, look at it. It’s like art.
A turning ladder made up of tiny intricate colors. And the fact that no two are the same says a lot.
Well, for instance, it means that each person is unique. Even if you are born of certain parents, you don’t have to turn out like them because you are different.
No, I don’t really want to be like my parents. Well, maybe my mom. My dad, he’s just stressed out is all. There are five of us, and Spencer, he takes a lot of work. At the hospital, they said he wouldn’t live, but he did, and now my mom has to stay home to take care of him. My dad works a lot and I think that’s why he’s mad all the time. I just wish he wouldn’t yell, and…well, other stuff. I can’t talk about it. Anyway, sometimes I don’t get a lot of sleep. That’s why I fall asleep in your class. I’ll try harder, I promise. I like learning. I like learning that deep in my bones is a code that belongs to me and only me. Gives you comfort, doesn’t it?