| With the eccption of this year every year Spring time i spend some time going yo the beach in Santa Monica,CA .|
this year we are in quarentin.on july time i spend it going. i shopped nice stuff for me. One Christmas i shoped ans was gratefull for my hard work money. ihave been always grateful.My Birthday parties consisted of shitty cakes, no ice cream and worse shitty people. I cant brought a date over to my family and friends thay say: what’s with your girl and is she ok rich etc? and I sat there blinking.I cant leave home, married, have children of our own.
It has been like this for years and years.very sad. sad!